Poker is so gay. I fucking can’t believe how fucking bad I’m fucking running and when I talked to my best poker friend he fucking said “dude that’s part of the variance man you got to calm down relax you’ve always been a winning player sit back take a look at your game and take a break, you’ll be fine once you relax”.
I told him to go fuck himself and give me some compassion. 
No, seriously. He’s so right — but it still sucks. It’s the first time I’ve really had a bad run in all these years and I’m really feeling it. I’ve gone down to the $5/$10 games trying to grind a couple hundred a night but I can’t even seem to do that anymore.
Anyway. I listened to my friend and I’m going to Costa Rica for a couple days, take a quick break.
